Breathe<3

Its been a few days since my last post. Lately, i've been busy getting used to my new school, soccer workouts, cheer and such. Its hard i'll admit. I mean, I'm a very social person naturally, but I don't consider myself "friends" with anyone from the new school yet. I think it'll take more than a week to develope a real friendship. I mean, i've had offers to hang, and stuff, but its just i'm still getting used to the new school and everything. There's still a lot of people and faces that I don't recognnize, and I'm sure it'll be like that for awhile. Other than that stuff, I've been a little unsure of my body. Just because of all the workouts and stuff. I'm starting to develope a lot of new muscle too that I'm not used to haveing in certain places now and i dont know if I like it or not yet. I guess its just insecurity right now. And now im just ranting... :].

I hope everyone has a good weekend.


much love always.

xo Lisa Marie

New School<3

So, I started my new school today. It was good...I mean, It was just...weird not knowing faces, and I guess now I was just used to knowing everybody, or at least everybody knowing me. Obviously its going to take time, and I know eventually, I'll get to know everybody in my grade. It's just...I just have to be patience. I just feel like i've been patient waiting to get back into school, and I just want things to fall into place now again, differently, but soon.


much love always.


<3, Lisa Marie xo

Your Beautiful<3

hey everybody. so first off I just wanted to share a little bit about myself. I am a 15 year old girl with a lot of experiences, and a lot of things to share and give to others. I feel as if everything i've been through has definitely made me a stronger person, but there are still many times where I need help, and need a "safe" place to let out my feelings and share with others. I have dealt a lot over the past year and a half now with weight, and body image, dealing with an eating disorder. Let me tell you, for anyone out there..I feel very strongly about recovery, and about the fact that eating disorders are deinitely not at all glamorous, and during the time before you take that step into recovery..they only make you LESS beautiful.

much love to all, always.