So, i've been thinking a lot lately about the difference between bestfriends, boyfriends, and relationships. There is a big difference between all of them. That's for sure. I was watching "The Tyra Show" yesterday, and had this girl on there who was a "boyfriendaholic". I had never heard of that expression before, but once it was explained as someone who was always in need of a male figure in their life to be sort of a "rock" for them to lean on and depend on to reassure them that they're good-looking, and ect. I just looked into this girl's eyes, and thought wow, she is so beautiful...but I could see how insecure she really was deep down inside just by looking into her eyes. I realize how many friends I have now that are that same way..."boyfriendaholics". I wouldn't call myself that, because I feel like I depend on other things to reassure myself that I'm beautiful, and ect. which I will admit, I am still working on, because I feel as if nobody should need anyone to tell them that they're beautiful, and nobody should rely on their relationships to remind them that they're worth something. It takes a lot of soul searching to really find that inner strength to do that, and I am still working on that. I have yet to meet somebody now who is THAT secure with themselves that they don't care what anyone else thinks.
Remember, "It always rains the hardest on the people who deserve the sun."
--but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel-- and in order to find that light, you have to keep walking, even if it is at a slower pace than you would like it to be.
much love.
<3,Lisa Marie xo
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