Saturday, January 31, 2009

All the Single Ladies<3

Okay, so I am so frustrated with myself. It is soo hard for me to let people in, especially guys now. I know the reason is mostly because of what I went through in my past with sexual harrassment, from people who I thought I could trust, and I feel like for me its like, letting guys in is just so scary! And the part thats soo frustrating is that, the ones I have the hardest time of all letting in, are the ones I really have feelings for! I know this is because I'm afraid I'll be hurt like I was before, but its like...how do I get through this?! There is a way, but its like...I need my heart to heal so I don't lose the people I want in my life! I don't know...I guess I'm just ranting now...

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